Purple HopeHow Erskine Saved My Life
A raw, honest story of life after service — and the people who help you find your way back. After losing his hearing, his career in the RAF, and everything that gave him identity and stability, Shaun Moat found himself at rock bottom.
This is the story of how he survived — and how hope returned when he least expected it.
What happens when the uniform comes off and nothing replaces it?
In Purple Hope – How Erskine Saved My Life, Shaun shares his journey from RAF service to civilian life, and the devastating impact of losing not just a job, but an identity. This book explores:
- Life after military service
- Homelessness while still carrying pride and medals
- Strained relationships and silent depression
- Three suicide attempts — and the moments that followed
- The life-changing support of Erskine Veterans Activity Centre
Giving Back to Erskine
50% of all proceeds from book sales are donated directly to Erskine.
Purple Hope – How Erskine Saved My Life exists because Erskine was there when Shaun needed help the most. The support he received through the Erskine Veterans Activity Centre in Forres didn’t just change his direction — it saved his life.
That’s why half of all income from this book is donated to Erskine, helping them continue their vital work supporting veterans and their families across Scotland.
By purchasing this book, you’re not only reading one veteran’s story —
you’re actively helping others find safety, support, and hope when they need it most. Your purchase makes a difference.
you’re actively helping others find safety, support, and hope when they need it most. Your purchase makes a difference.
Why This Book Matters
Too many veterans struggle in silence. Purple Hope exists to:
- Break stigma around mental health and suicide
- Show that asking for help is not weakness
- Offer reassurance to those who feel forgotten
- Help families and friends better understand what their loved ones may be facing
Who This Book Is For
This book is for:
- Veterans and serving personnel
- Families, partners, and friends of veterans
- Anyone struggling with identity, loss, or mental health
- Support workers, charities, and organisations
- Readers who value honest, real-life stories of recovery